Leaving Home...

For the first time in 2007 I actually ventured outside my garden path this evening. And Boy, do I feel exhausted.

I went to seewhich was excellent by the way :)

Oh, perhaps I should explain why I havent left the house?

I have no money. Well, I have some money, but not a lot. If I leave the house, I will spend the little money I have. I have to. Same as you would too. There is nothing in this world that is free anymore, sadly. I could go for a walk, but I would need a destination. What would be at the end of that destination? More importantly, how much is it gonna cost me?

I am a lazy man, who finds it easier to get up, shower, eat (I have lost an hour already), put on the TV and get lost in the maze of channels. Time seems to evaporate around me. Plus, I have fallen into the trap of getting up late, staying awake late - I need to be awake for 14hrs, so if I get up at 2pm, then by george, I am gonna be lying in bed wishing for sleep till 3am/4pm.

My alarm goes off every day at 9.50am by the way. I have even set it to some godawful local radio station which seems to play the same annoying playlist every day. However... if there is no money, then there is no journey... what is there to get up for?

This is my cursed twisted logic. This is why, on the cusp of my 30 years of walking this dark Earth, I have accomplished little.

Still, the film was very good :)